Stability come with the price of falling into a routine.  It can be dull at time but I enjoy the moment in between my daily activities.  I go to work everyday but since I work with children they always have new surprises for me.  They have random outbursts of screaming, crying, giggling, saying “HI” a bazillion times and I love when they decide to love me =] (i.e. kiss me & hug me).  It is quite rewarding.

After being a teacher’s assistant, I transform into a property manager and head to the apartments to do my duties.  On most weekends, although not recently, I’m a customer service representative.  It’s hard to keep up with but I do my best to manage.  The more I push myself, the more consistent my life gets but I get so exhausted.

I start to pamper myself more by taking days off, shopping online, shopping with friends, shopping with family, shopping, SHOPPING…! It’s got to stop. I spend more money than I make working!

So, while I’m enjoying my days off in the rinsing process I’m going to make of list of moments that I enjoy in between my tedious schedule and remind myself that life is bearable:

1. The kids smiles, hugs, kisses, pinching their cheeks, tickling their tummy’s, & holding their little hands
2. Bowling on Thursdays or Sundays
3. Exercise while completing my duties at the apartments
4. Study for the GRE at the call center when it’s not busy
5. Finding new recipes online to cook
6. GROCERY SHOPPING makes me extremely happy b/c i <3 food!
7. Texting back and forth with my bae

Before I repeat the cycle I’ll remind myself about the bits and pieces of happiness =]